I just got news that the Erotic Muse Shoot is a go :) I'm getting nekid with these gorgeous ladies, must be my lucky day..

Models include Jeska (www.myspace.com/jeskavardinski):

Georgia Jones (http://www.modelmayhem.com/gjones),

and myself.

INFORMATION:

June 29th at 3:00pm- 7:00pm

All models will be posing fully nude.
There will be a professional make up artist on hand.
Professional lighting included (pocket wizard recommended).
We will have unique wardrobe, backdrops and concepts!
Snack foods and alcohol included!

There is a photographer limit of 13 (ONLY 13 PLEASE) and they all need to be prepaid!

The shoot will be held at the..
Flashbox studios
675 echoff unit E
Orange, CA 92868

(seamless white cove)!!

Admission cost will be $200 per photographer

Not included in the initial cost will be ...

full releases form Mosh at $50
full release from Jeska at  $20
full release from Georgia at $50

Please message Jeska for paying info! If you have a modelmayhem account you may contact her at www.modelmayhem.com/jeskav or you may email her at vardinskij@hotmail.com

I'm not sure how many spots have been filled so far but judging by the mm post were filling spots quickly so if youre interested book us soon! This is definitely a unique opportunity.. modelmayhem post at: www.modelmayhem.com/po.php?thread_id=302075

Theres a thunderstorm outside right now, I love them a lot. Theyre especially the best when you're stuck at home answering messages and preparing for a trip. American Beauty just came on too.

lately i have been buying a lot of leather gloves, i have about 5 pairs now i need to stop hah.

this weekend i will be stealing my friend cassandra to go stuff our faces at the Baltimore Cupcake Company. creamy buttery action-packed cupcake goodness. its already 6:30 and i havent even dressed yet. if i didnt have a day job i definitely would be living on the dark side, meaning id go to bed at 4am every night and waking up sometime in the later afternoon hours.

i have a couple of interviews backed up right now, since im working on them as im writing here ill post a few questions. hope they dont mind being stolen...

When you’re not modeling, what fills yours days? When I'm not physically in front of the camera I'm constantly thinking about or planning a shoot so I never fully get away from modeling. I also work outside of modeling and I go to school part-time so I lack the time to actually fill out any days. However when I get a day off, depending on my mood, I'll either spend it going out with my friends or staying at home watching movies and soaking in the tub.

What is your favorite genre of image, fetish, glamour, high fashion or something else? I like a combination of all three actually. Fetish is very sexual, unique, and fresh. While glamour can reflect the beauty in an image. High fashion has the powerful posing, the attitude, and insane wardrobe selections. Combine all three and I think you have what I strive for! I must say that my original love for modeling came from fetish and high fashion so I could say that I appreciate them the most.

Do you feel that having a trademark look is an advantage, particularly in the field of alternative modelling? Its definitely an advantage to have that trademark look, you want to be remembered and recognized in the industry in anything that you do modeling-related. At the same time, you need to maintain a certain level of versatility as a model, nobody wants to see that same look over and over, always try new things and keep it interesting!

xo,

M

may 31 NYC SMACK! Event, walking for Black Lickorish Latex.

the tiger army show on friday was awesome! if you didnt make it that blows...

wardrobe: Antiseptic Fashion (www.antisepticfashion.com) + photographer: Venus Wept, (www.venuswept.org) + Hair: Linh Nguyen (www.myspace.com/whatwentwrong34) + MUA: Elizabeth Prokopiak

sleep. lots to do tomorrow.

begin the psychotism (not a word), classes have ended.

 random fact: i dislike writing about myself. its awkward.

the earthquake that happened in china is an absolute tragedy.  death toll over 12,000 people, china's deadliest earthquake in three decades. the U.S. is offering $500,000 in relief...we can spend $340 million a day on war but we'll barely shell out cash to support victims who have lost so much. loved ones, homes, communities, all crushed and buried under rubble. we live in a beautiful fucking time no? my blessings go out to all those affected by this disaster.

today as i was going to attempt at making some chocolate peanut butter banana smoothies i realized i dont own a blender. i was told that we never owned one but im not convinced. thats just not possible in todays american society. in america, everyone owns at least these two things that belong in the kitchen. microwave and a blender.

i have a serious shoe addiction. today i ordered two new pairs of 6" heels, the day before i ordered a new pair of ankle boots, today i got a pair of black gladiator inspired leather stilettos.

now that classes are over i can get back to my projects that i began since the beginning of the semester. new set ideas, wardrobe, hair, themoshroom.com, duvet covers, heels, baking, diy junk....im just so happy summer is here.

previously i talked about angelique boutique (angelovepink.com) creating a custom piece for me. the more she talks about it the more i get excited and cant wait to see it. KARMA is another pieces she plans to sending, so in love with it:

Sugar Mafia represent.

you know that annoying 60s medicine peach color? i love that color.

friday i will be at the tiger army show in baltimore with arpie, come out and see them!

Psychism

Psy"chism\, n. [Cf. F. psychisme.] (Philos.) The doctrine of Quesne, that there is a fluid universally diffused, end equally animating all living beings, the difference in their actions being due to the difference of the individual organizations.

realization can come in so many ways and forms. its just up to you to listen.

im talking to some special people right now, people that i thought i would never meet on a personal level in my life, its almost surreal but there they are.

alumni promo!

get ready.

ive been collecting rasta hats and teas, im not sure why.

angelique boutique says she made something custom for me, i cant wait to see it, her stuff is always inspiring both visually and spiritually.

love the new bubble heels from dior...

someone please buy me these.

shoot with shu vua this saturday, we will be shooting some exclusive content for my upcoming paysite, win.

random fact: ive been staring at my computer screen for over 8 hours straight.

theres too much changing all at once its almost too hard to keep together. have you ever dreamed of something in the past that actually happend in the future?

Full credits:
Models: Mosh & Apnea, www.apneatic.com
Siamese Corset by: Antiseptic Fashion, www.antisepticfashion.com/
Hair by: Linh Nguyen, www.modelmayhem.com/member.php
Production Assistance: Addicted Image
Location: Thanks to Richard from KBK
Photography by: LITHIUM PICNIC Studio, www.lithiumpicnic.com

bunny! bunny!

yesterday i took a trip to visit the beach with vance of phetishfotos.com

trip was epic. we stopped at sonic along the way, had some watermelon creamslush. the beach was chilly but beautiful. it reminded me of how i cant wait for summer to be here. i wore a gorgeous black latex corset made by syren and a cute pair of latex ruffle panties by hedonsfair. i loved what we produced, see results below.

in other news, hedonsfair has started construction on my customs. high waisted suspender skirts and transparent ruffles to come. vaunt designs has also started on some really beautiful latex and leather pieces, i currently have one design on hand that should be shot soon, shes really creative. spiral stitching visited me not too long ago and we discussed some crazy ideas together.
im currently working on some fafi inspired items.
classes were really wearing me down in terms of getting wardrobe and shooting ideas together, but now that theyre ending theres so much to come.

seems like alumninyc.net is taking forever but thats coming in, and when it does prepare for the take over. shirts, 2012, and all.

the houston and la trips keep creeping closer, get ready. nyc was added, may 31st-june 1st. some other places i may visit soon, las vegas + north carolina.

strange fascinations with El Dia de los Muertos and goat horns.

karma can hit badly, dont drop the bomb.

syren latex: www.syren.com

vaunt designs: www.modelmayhem.com/VauntDesigns

sprial stitching: www.modelmayhem.com/SpiralStitching

2 hours until the Dimmu Borgir and Behemoth show, cant fucking wait. if anyone is located in the DC area, come to the 930 club tonight to see these guys.

i just finished my copy of The Rum Diary by Hunter S. Thompson that Jimi of Alumni sent over. wow. im still digesting but its one of the finest books ive read. chock full of enough rum to o.d., enough humor to wet your pants, and a stirred combination of sarcasm and hard-talk. this is a book that my generation and the ones to come should read, not that crap they feed children in public school. knowledge is power children!

yesterday josh aka shu vua (www.joshmarks.com) picked me up and we ventured into the jungle aka harpers ferry. on the way we did stop at a sheetz and had a picnic in he middle of the boondocks. he refused to eat my favorite junkfood item, pink snowballs, claiming he doesnt eat anything furry heh. i want a truckload of them now.

josh also brought up a great point yesteday. he said he visited a school recently and saw a bunch of Obama shirts. he said that usually he would imagine seeing shirts with bob marley or malcolm x, leaders or great-thinkers of the past...and it was a moving image to see somebody of the present who may be the next leader with great ideas to be represented on those shirt now, as if were finally moving into the present and not just living in nostalgia.

anyways we shot and got some great images. i wore an odd outfit of a vintage girl's sailor dress with red latex gloves and stockings.

in the future, this is how we'll dress. 1 part vintage because we can never escape nostalgia + 1 part interesting fabric latex because in the future people will finally put down their fear of fetish and sexiness + 1 part tribal-inspired hair just because. bring on the future.

step back and take a deep breath, there will always be enough time for forever...

Its official.

Make room cali.

June will be an insane month, I will be gone for most of it, and meeting/visitng great people. Its most exciting and I cant wait.

3 more weeks of class and I'm free, which results in more shoots. HedonsFair along with a few other fantastic designers are making me some beautiful latex garments, some I designed others they created..which again will result in more shoots and to me thats always a great thing.

Apnea sent me a delicious gift basket that i finished in about 2 days haha, shes so sweet im very lucky to know a cool girl like her.

i hate words like yummy and tummy, makes me want to shoot things. random fact of the day.

i love it when artists create their own pieces using my face as their subject. Charlie practically did a whole series of me (thecharleygallery.deviantart.com)

have a happy saturday, im off to do nonsense.