realization can come in so many ways and forms. its just up to you to listen.

im talking to some special people right now, people that i thought i would never meet on a personal level in my life, its almost surreal but there they are.

alumni promo!

get ready.

ive been collecting rasta hats and teas, im not sure why.

angelique boutique says she made something custom for me, i cant wait to see it, her stuff is always inspiring both visually and spiritually.

love the new bubble heels from dior...

someone please buy me these.

shoot with shu vua this saturday, we will be shooting some exclusive content for my upcoming paysite, win.

random fact: ive been staring at my computer screen for over 8 hours straight.

theres too much changing all at once its almost too hard to keep together. have you ever dreamed of something in the past that actually happend in the future?

today is one of those days where i dont feel like doing anything at  all. not check my inboxes, not getting my work done, not rambling or typing up any ridiculous quotes that probably make no sense at all to anybody but myself. today however i woke up from my crazy dream, rolled out of bed and went to starbucks to chilled with my friend rae. i came back home 3 hours later and took a nap. friday i went to get sushi with aprie again, this time with karina. their sweet rice and fried mango can get too addicting.

this past week ive been battling with too much nonsense. its no longer surprising but people can just be so ignorant. that generation will be pushed aside by its own stupidity however, so no matter.
my dates for LA may finally be settled on. i cant wait to get back to cali and houston to shoot :)

never posted these before but theyre way back from my february shoot with vance at the asylum.

behind the scenes...

^ my friend says thats junk in the trunk heh

big thanks to Death to Baron McSquiggles (myspace.com/squeakybrain) for taking these.
 some final shots.....

i loved these. there will be an entire set up on my upcoming paysite, stay informed.

im waiting on some custom latex from hedonsfair and a few other designers, i really cant wait. im in dire need of some new rubber coverings, ill never have enough. soon ill devote a room to my latex, corset, stockings collection and shoes.

i also need one of these

speaking of customs..jimi of alumni clothing created me these really killer hoodies. on the back it has one of his designs that says 'too famous for fame', in the front 'alumni' and on the top part of the hood he has my name printed, i love them :D in addition he printed me a whole stack of bandanas with that same mosh print all over them, so awesome. ill include some images soon. www.alumninyc.net is almost ready as well, cant wait.
 spring is finally here. time to break out my skanky band shirts and boots that i actually should wear in the wintertime.
this backpiece work has gotten my head tied up for months but it gets me so excited.

more travel, shoots, latex adventures soon to come.

you make me crazier than normal..

ive forgotten just how crazy my schedule can get once classes start again.

a couple of fridays ago i shot with alumni, steve prue, and raquel reed...

http://raquelreed.buzznet.com/user/video/2524931/champagne-fun-mosh/

crazy! but very fun despite being -20 outside in an nyc alleyway. alumni makes some crazy cool stuff, he made me a custom hoodie i cant wait to get it and parade around.

amazing images soon to come.

last weekend i met up with vance and my personal coat rack (www.myspace.com/squeakybrain) to shoot in an abaondoned asylum. a very beautiful place, my favorite rooms include one up on the 3rd floor, and another room filled with just wheelchairs. apparently people just walk their dogs on the lawn of this place and stamd around having jolly conversations...odd no?

philly last weekend, nyc/conn this weekend with winterwolfstudios (www.winterwolfstudios.com), sf fetish ball coming up with deviant/antiseptic, so psyched :D