may 31 NYC SMACK! Event, walking for Black Lickorish Latex.

the tiger army show on friday was awesome! if you didnt make it that blows...

wardrobe: Antiseptic Fashion (www.antisepticfashion.com) + photographer: Venus Wept, (www.venuswept.org) + Hair: Linh Nguyen (www.myspace.com/whatwentwrong34) + MUA: Elizabeth Prokopiak

sleep. lots to do tomorrow.

begin the psychotism (not a word), classes have ended.

 random fact: i dislike writing about myself. its awkward.

the earthquake that happened in china is an absolute tragedy.  death toll over 12,000 people, china's deadliest earthquake in three decades. the U.S. is offering $500,000 in relief...we can spend $340 million a day on war but we'll barely shell out cash to support victims who have lost so much. loved ones, homes, communities, all crushed and buried under rubble. we live in a beautiful fucking time no? my blessings go out to all those affected by this disaster.

today as i was going to attempt at making some chocolate peanut butter banana smoothies i realized i dont own a blender. i was told that we never owned one but im not convinced. thats just not possible in todays american society. in america, everyone owns at least these two things that belong in the kitchen. microwave and a blender.

i have a serious shoe addiction. today i ordered two new pairs of 6" heels, the day before i ordered a new pair of ankle boots, today i got a pair of black gladiator inspired leather stilettos.

now that classes are over i can get back to my projects that i began since the beginning of the semester. new set ideas, wardrobe, hair, themoshroom.com, duvet covers, heels, baking, diy junk....im just so happy summer is here.

previously i talked about angelique boutique (angelovepink.com) creating a custom piece for me. the more she talks about it the more i get excited and cant wait to see it. KARMA is another pieces she plans to sending, so in love with it:

Sugar Mafia represent.

you know that annoying 60s medicine peach color? i love that color.

friday i will be at the tiger army show in baltimore with arpie, come out and see them!

Psychism

Psy"chism\, n. [Cf. F. psychisme.] (Philos.) The doctrine of Quesne, that there is a fluid universally diffused, end equally animating all living beings, the difference in their actions being due to the difference of the individual organizations.

Its official.

Make room cali.

June will be an insane month, I will be gone for most of it, and meeting/visitng great people. Its most exciting and I cant wait.

3 more weeks of class and I'm free, which results in more shoots. HedonsFair along with a few other fantastic designers are making me some beautiful latex garments, some I designed others they created..which again will result in more shoots and to me thats always a great thing.

Apnea sent me a delicious gift basket that i finished in about 2 days haha, shes so sweet im very lucky to know a cool girl like her.

i hate words like yummy and tummy, makes me want to shoot things. random fact of the day.

i love it when artists create their own pieces using my face as their subject. Charlie practically did a whole series of me (thecharleygallery.deviantart.com)

have a happy saturday, im off to do nonsense.

today is one of those days where i dont feel like doing anything at  all. not check my inboxes, not getting my work done, not rambling or typing up any ridiculous quotes that probably make no sense at all to anybody but myself. today however i woke up from my crazy dream, rolled out of bed and went to starbucks to chilled with my friend rae. i came back home 3 hours later and took a nap. friday i went to get sushi with aprie again, this time with karina. their sweet rice and fried mango can get too addicting.

this past week ive been battling with too much nonsense. its no longer surprising but people can just be so ignorant. that generation will be pushed aside by its own stupidity however, so no matter.
my dates for LA may finally be settled on. i cant wait to get back to cali and houston to shoot :)

never posted these before but theyre way back from my february shoot with vance at the asylum.

behind the scenes...

^ my friend says thats junk in the trunk heh

big thanks to Death to Baron McSquiggles (myspace.com/squeakybrain) for taking these.
 some final shots.....

i loved these. there will be an entire set up on my upcoming paysite, stay informed.

im waiting on some custom latex from hedonsfair and a few other designers, i really cant wait. im in dire need of some new rubber coverings, ill never have enough. soon ill devote a room to my latex, corset, stockings collection and shoes.

i also need one of these

speaking of customs..jimi of alumni clothing created me these really killer hoodies. on the back it has one of his designs that says 'too famous for fame', in the front 'alumni' and on the top part of the hood he has my name printed, i love them :D in addition he printed me a whole stack of bandanas with that same mosh print all over them, so awesome. ill include some images soon. www.alumninyc.net is almost ready as well, cant wait.
 spring is finally here. time to break out my skanky band shirts and boots that i actually should wear in the wintertime.
this backpiece work has gotten my head tied up for months but it gets me so excited.

more travel, shoots, latex adventures soon to come.

you make me crazier than normal..

thanks to ego assassins (www.ego-assasin.com) and vance, Antichrist used an image of ours for an event.

come out if youre in that area!

its saturday night and my boy is sick :(

so here i am watching the notorious bettie page. its good that i didnt exist in 1949, i salute bettie.

i get to shoot with mickle design werks again on monday, www.mickledesignwerks.com, throw the cute Daniela Kenzie in and we have some great shots in the works.

i got my copies of the Envy mag yesterday featuring the work of Lithium Picnic, Apnea, Sara Eudy, Sara Frank, and myself. ill need to scan those in at some point the shots are so beautful!

if you havent seen, vance and i are the in newest issue of marquis. pick up your copy!

i wear bandanas a lot

Note:

1. The Devil is always an interesting subject.
2. Supernatural entities upsetting the pompously unjust is always an interesting subject.
3. Russians grappling with philosophical issues are always interesting subjects.

I couldnt agree more

doom begins here.

The Antiseptic Fashion Show

Perish.

Vima.

Eden.

Storm.

Satan.

x 2

Miss Conduct.

Scar.

all together now.

images speak for themselves. photos by vance (phetishfotos.com)

the vima and i! its how we roll.

nothing beats wearing a custom leather corset, complete with a gorgeous pattern and lacing. www.antisepticfashion.com are the best hands down.

the entire event was fantastic. met lots of lovely models, artists, photographers, people...being surrounded by latex and fetish attire was of course marvelous. i now cant wait for my next one, the german fetish ball.

i should start carrying my own camera around. the last day in sf was purely out of the ordinary. i had breakfast with perish and eden at a local breakfast cafe. this really nice asian couple owned the place and made delicious cream-cheese french toast. afterwards we stood outside waiting on a taxi and we watched this old asian couple climb into their pimp red corvette parked next to the cafe. probably one of the oddest things ive seen in sf. after 20 taxis passed us due to massive amounts of luggage, this nice man finally stopped. he talked about how karma comes around and that if he can do his part to help, he will do it, that the taxis were there to serve the people. then he started talking about a scientist who studied the effects of drugs on people's brains, he said that every drug that was tested caused some form of damage to the brain or what he called holes, and that marijuana was the only drug to not cause such an effect. etc etc.

visited madame s. lovely store filled with latex, leather, and corsets. picked up the hottest green gloves. i need more of them already.

after saying my goodbyes, my flights were rather different as well. i think i will forever fly virgin america due to their entertainment system, they had a chat program on there as well. out of nowhere seat 19C or something sends me a message asking if he could by me a drink, we ended up talking for an hour or so after the flight. interesting guy. we talked of fetishes, fetish modeling, his travels, and life in general. he knew the book master and marguarita, which was very exciting to me.

while waiting for my next flight i talked to a guy next to me about heels. apparently he was in the business.

not my last update but im tired for now. i miss everyone.

alumni you better hand over my killer hoodie and ill hand over the bandana.

remember, were all just corpses.

think twice. if anything, just think.

shooting with winterwolfstudios was awesome. we shot in a beautiful bed & breakfast, the schedule ended up crazy as follows: 930pm pick up from nyc, 100am pickup wardrobe, 300am arrive at bed & breakfast, 900am prepare for shooting. enjoyed every minute of it, seriously.

one of my favorite things to do is be around great minds, great artists, and just down to earth people in general, like winterwolf, add some shoots onto that and nothing makes me happier. except for nutella.

ive been pretty lucky with who ive met, who ive worked with, etc. i only hope this continues. thank you to everyone.

youve probably already heard about the lawsuit SG vs. Lithium Picnic. www.apneaticmedia.com

if not go educate yourself on some serious shit.

in other news i recently shot with lori mann (www.lorimann.com). some beautiful sets coming out of this shoot. hedonsfair gave me some great stuff to shoot in, so it made the shoots that much more special. previews begin!

latex provided by HedonsFair.

perhaps more later. see the rest of these sets in my upcoming paysite!

(hed)pe plays in my mind 24/7. invasion i suppose.

why wont spring come?